Logical Aesthetics Chapter 89

Chapter 89

<<"Love him, respect him, and then keep him by any means">>

 

    It was undeniable that Zhong Yi himself knew that it will not be easy for him to find a new camera guy at that time, then to let him face it calmly.

 

    But Zhong Yi still refused to take it seriously: "I don't really want to talk about this problem now."

 

    In recent days, all his brain cells had been used for projects, and the exhaustion that had just eased through the night had swept back engulfing him all over again.

 

    Zhang Xingzhi did not relax: "I really don't want to wait anymore."

 

    Especially after hearing that even more so, I don't want to let you go anymore.

 

    Inadvertently, Zhong Yi leaned over and touched Zhang Xingzhi’ s clothes. He then reached up to his lips and said, "Kiss me."

 

    Zhang Xingzhi didn't move.

 

   Zhong also reached in with his other hand, which sounded like a sigh and a request: "Kiss me, Zhang Xingzhi."

 

    But Zhang Xingzhi still didn't respond, and even took his hand out of his clothes, and the atmosphere suddenly froze.

 

    After a while of staring at his eyes, Zhong Yi finally gave up all his strength and slowly sat back on the bed and had a bit of a dissolute state.

 

 

    "Yu Jin? Or is it because of what you heard from someone?" The last bit of smile on his face faded and he asked, "Or Zou Chao? Did Leo tell you that?"

 

    Zhong Yi didn't know what happened between Leo and Zhang Xingzhi, but Zhang Xingzhi’ s current reaction was also thought of.

 

    Knowing that he couldn't hide it from him, Zhang Xingzhi’ s shattered kisses were printed one by one on the cool palms of the person next to him and said dumbly, "You are really clever."

 

    "So, you think I said the same thing to them?" Zhong Yi said without any excuses, "That I rely on sleeping with people."

 

    The group of students in the school made Zhang Xingzhi feel distressed and didn't know how to refute it. The words were exactly the same.

 

    But Zhang Xingzhi was like a mirror in his heart, without being out of focus, he just said, "I don't care if you depend on sleeping or not. I only care if I'm in your heart, whether if I’m same as Zou Chao."

 

    Zhong Yi stopped suddenly: "... What do you mean?"

 

    Zhang Xingzhi: "The only difference is that he lied to you, I won't lie to you."

 

    At that moment, Zhong Yi looked at the man who bowed in front of him through dim light, he was unable to say a word.

 

    He did not expect that, in the face of so many rumors and abuses, he could not change his face, but he was defeated by Zhang Xingzhi’ s simple misunderstanding, he found it difficult to accept that.

 

    Under the premise of knowing that this person was a bit irritating.

 

    Zhong Yi couldn't help but slowly ask: "Is that what you think about me?"

 

    Zhang Xingzhi was not incapable of hearing the difficulty in Zhong Yi's voice, just a glance was enough for him to see the discomfort Zhong Yi was under.

 

    But he still had to say: " I'm not thinking about anything. I just want you to tell me what I am for you."

 

    While saying this, Zhang Xingzhi’ s eyes were looking down, because he really couldn't look at Zhong Yi's eyes because of the hurtful words he was saying.

 

    After a long silence, Zhong Yi silently took his hand off Zhang Xingzhi’ s face and said peacefully, "You asked me like this and say you haven't thought about anything."

 

    "Zhong Yi ..." Zhang Xingzhi wanted to take Zhong Yi's hand back into his hand.

 

    However, Zhong Yi got out of the bed and stood to the side of the bed. He looked down at him and said, "Don't do this, I like you very much."

 

    Zhang Xingzhi held his heart tightly and forced himself to say, "Do you like me like Zou Chao? Liang Sili didn't tell me specifically, but he said that Zou Chao actually suits your taste."

 

    Zhong Yi was laughed at himself, his smile was full of self-deprecation. Zhong Yi who had specially got ready before he came, was already messy. He now felt that he was so stupid to come here today feeling so happy.

 

    Zhang Xingzhi continued.

 

    "What's your safe word? I've checked the information over the last two days."

 

    "Bought some props too, so if you like it that way, I can work with you."

 

    "Or like you said yourself, sleeping with and chatting with me, let me figure it out on my own."

 

    Torment, it was not only for Zhang Xingzhi, but also for Zhong Yi.

 

    Every time Zhang Xingzhi squeezed out a few words with his clumsy acting skills, Zhong Yi’s heart gripped a little tighter, until finally he could not bear it anymore and said: "Don't make me angry Zhang Xingzhi."

 

    Hearing the words, Zhang Xingzhi’ s annoying words stopped immediately, and a pair of deep eyes flickered more than once, like relief or guilt or blaming himself. God knew how long he had thought about it to say those words in front of Zhong Yi in private.

 

  Zhang Xingzhi was in a complicated mood: "I actually didn't think I'd have such good luck."

 

    Only a few words can make you angry.

 

    How could Zhong Yi not know the situation of this person, he gritted his teeth and said, "Although the ideas Liang Sili gave you are really vulgar and rotten, I must admit that it worked for him."

 

    For a different person, don't say so many words, maybe he just opened his mouth, and he just turned away, and he was deaf to listen.

 

    Those who do not care, naturally will not be angry.

 

    He just wanted him to know that he was forcing him and it’s impossible for Zhang Xingzhi to break his head. At first glance, Liang Sili remembered what he did to him that night and stole him. The reprisals have been made.

 

    The next three abuses, but the effect was remarkable.

 

    The reason why he was angry now cannot be more obvious.

 

    "Liang Sili said he wouldn't give you a sense of truth, you wouldn't admit it." Zhang Xingzhi no longer concealed, and spread out the incident, and said, "Leo told me about you and Zou Chao. He heard it from Ji Haochuan, but I know what he said is not correct, I just wanted to hear it from you. "

 

    Liang Sili said that he understands Zhong Yi was not a big deal, Zhang Xingzhi said that he can understand Zhong Yi was also not.

 

    Because he was exactly the same as Zhong Yi, he understood that the biggest characteristic of crazy people was that they don’t know what they will do in the next second.

 

    Zhang Xingzhi fully accepted what Zhong Yi did to Zou Chao afterwards, because Zhong Yi was such a person and had never hidden it. He knew it from the beginning.

 

    "The location you took to avoid the mountain where my parents were involved in the accident, but you also know that no matter what you are willing to do, I will go there. I will shoot you as a hands-on exercise, so I don’t really need to have a psychological burden. "

 

    Zhang Xingzhi said that the original intention was to hope that Zhong Yi should not have too much relationship with these things. After all, even if Zhong Yi could not pass the mountain, his parents would not even have to think about it.

 

    But Zhong Yi's response far exceeded his expectations.

 

    "So, in other words, even if I really can't bear it, at most you just won't enter the crew, but you will still go where you want to." Zhong Yi looked straight into his eyes. The tone of the question sharpened immediately, "Why do you want me to admit that I like you and be under the same stress as your Grandma?"

 

    Zhang Xing froze.

 

    Zhong Yi: "Aren't you selfish?"

 

    When he spoke, Zhang Xingzhi was asked dumbly.

 

    He really didn't think about it. Zhong Yi had already skipped whether he liked it or not.

 

    "So, you see in fact none of us can persuade anyone. You can't stand what I have to do with others, and I must get the answer now. I can't stand my boyfriend going to do such dangerous things in the future, but I can't ask you not to go. "

 

    Now that he had said that Zhong Yi was smart, how can he never imagine what Zhang Xingzhi really wanted.

 

    It was just because of cleverness that he knew early on that the final result would be a dead end, so he chose to turn a blind eye. By closing his eyes as he could live one day at a time!

 

 "I know it's hard to feel like you're hanging on so nonstop, but we could have thought of nothing else today, and had a drink this morning." Zhong Yi stood right next to the bed looking at him, "Are you still in the mood to do it now? I'm not in such a good mood anymore."

 

    Zhang Xingzhi was really panicked this time, he got on his knees and held the person who turned and wanted to leave: "Sorry, I don't know that you cared that much about this ..."

 

    Because what you've shown so far is like you don't care about anything, sharp and spontaneous....

 

 

    He always knew that "Aesthetics 2" was Zhong Yi's painstaking effort. This was why Liang Sili came to him but never thought that what he was about to do would cause Zhong Yi to suffer with what he was about to do.

 

    Zhong Yi did not say it that does not mean that he will not feel bad.

 

    Zhong Yi: "When I first hesitated about whether or not I wanted you in the group, I had a plan in mind, but you were right, you didn't look for me, I can't take the initiative to admit it, even if it's over."

 

    They were all too used to living a lonely life, and Zhong Yi himself did not know how long it would take for him to add a new person to his future plans.

 

    By the same token, Zhang Xingzhi didn't consider that these were not his fault, but they hadn't got rid of the inertia of living alone.

 

    Zhong Yi quietly broke away from Zhang Xingzhi’ s imprisonment and said with a calm tone: "Let’s stop here today I'm tired. I have to get up early to go to the group tomorrow. If I said I won't find anyone else during this time. Does it still work ... "

 

  "You need not go if you're tired!" Zhang Xingzhi panicked so he made a effort to let him stay.

 

    He thought he was a very organized person, but now that he was guilty and overwhelmed when he looked at him ...

 

    Zhong Yi kept walking at a constant pace and sneered on his back: "Isn't it time to fall in love if I don't do it? Should I really fall in love."

 

    Zhang Xingzhi tried to make him stay but he figured that he couldn't find a reason, even felt that every minute he was stuck with Zhong Yi now would become a burden that would make him uncomfortable in the future.

 

    There was a deep sense of weakness, and he really couldn't help but not go to Al Nimai ...

 

    But when Zhong Yi was only a few steps away from his bedroom, Zhang Xingzhi called him again.

 

    Zhong Yi stopped as he wished but didn't turn around: "Unless you can still get hard after saying something so unappetizing now, you don't need to talk."

 

    As a result, Zhang Xingzhi said, "I don't want to force you to stay, I just want to ask, if it is you ... what kind of person would you like."

 

    What kind of person can stand beside you?

 

    Zhong Yi was also stunned. For a while, Zhang Xingzhi asked him what this question meant.

 

    But he still answered: "I don't know, you might as well ask Liang Sili he researches such things better than me."

 

    Before leaving, Zhong Yi's last sentence to Zhang Xingzhi was: "Don't blame Leo. After all, you are a family member. You can’t say the same thing as Dean Jiang. I really don’t care. If I were him, knowing that my brother wants to fall in love with someone like me. I'd only do something more extreme and talk to him properly."

 

    Zhang Xingzhi felt dumb: "I know ..."

 

The two of them’ s problems were never on anyone else, there was no need to be angry.

 

    But Zhang Xingzhi also discovered that Zhong Yi, whether it was to Zhang Leo, Ji Haochuan, or Yang Youan, was the exact opposite of what he seemed to be even his grandma and the group of 19 photography children were included.

 

    Actually, Zhang Xingzhi saw that Zhong Yi was very patient and surprisingly tolerant to both the elders and juniors.

 

    In his bones he was a gentle person.

 

    -"If you ask Zhong Yi what kind of person he likes, he must not be able to answer you, but I can."

 

    -"He just eats hard but not soft. He wants people to love him, respect him, and keep him by whatever means."

 

    These two sentences, the answer given by Liang Sili that day in 1977, were left alone in the room by Zhang Xingzhi. This finally made up his mind.

 

    "Love him" and "respect him" are only basic conditions, so now it is time for him to take the last step.

 

    Zhong Yi went downstairs, and as soon as he closed the gate of the mansion behind him, he sent a message to Liang Sili, with only three words.

 

    -"Come to pick me up"

 

    After sending, the message of Zhou Rui popped up in WeChat.

 

    -"Forget it, I figured it out"

 

    -"Men can't be trusted, and we can't let these dead men be an obstacle in our path."

 

    -"Can't really hold it for six months."

 

    Zhong Yi wanted to reply, when he saw more messages popping up.

 

    I'm not sure if I've ever been in a relationship, but I'm not sure if I've ever been in one. It's always there, and it doesn't shift from talking about it or not. (sigh.jpg)"

 

    -"It's going to rain, and your mother is going to marry someone.

 

    Zhong Yi flicked his fingertips, what should he do ...

 

    Zhou Rui, who sent mass messages daily, first received a reply from Zhang Xingzhi.

 

    -"Well, what should you do?"

 

    In just a few seconds, Zhou Rui received another verbatim word, and even the last sentence that the two men made was carved out of the same mold.

 

    -" It will be fine"

 

    Zhou Rui: "?"

 

    Didn't the two men collude to get the reply back to him?

 

    What's the point of reassuring him that it's going to be okay now that they're talking about it?

 

    When Liang Sili saw Zhong Yi on the side of the road, he was holding his arm and typing on his mobile phone. At first glance, he was browsing the work news again.

 

    Zhong Yi was also surprised: "You arrived much faster than I expected."

 

    Liang Sili: "I stay prepared at all times."

 

    "Forget it." Zhong Yi opened the back door and sneered at him angrily: "After you spoke to Zhang Xingzhi, you knew we'll meet today, and waited at the road junction."

 

    "He must have been scared to death by you today."

 

"Don't make it sound like I'm making cages to blindfold him with you okay, I was just really pissed off, what kind of shit do you teach."

 

    "Pay attention, useful shit is good shit. Osta just found you and you didn't reply to his message, you found me here. I'll confirm it for you first. They will move tomorrow, is it okay?"

 

    "What could be the problem."

 

  "Afraid you'll break up with someone and get angry and leave him alone, what do you want to eat?"

 

    "Well ... want to eat junk food, isn't it foul to eat together?"

 

    "No, it's just to celebrate that you are finally going to be happy."

 

    "Okay, remember what you said today, Mr. Liang."

 

    Liang Sili: "?"

 

    Liang Sili: "What have you done?"

 

    Zhong Yi raised his eyebrows: "What's the hurry, you won't know in two days."

 

    To Zhang Xingzhi, the hint given here was already unprecedented for Zhong Yi, just never giving anyone a backdoor like this.

 

    Next, this game was really the beginning.

 

Let's do what we have to do and see who can survive it.

 

    The author has something to say:

 

    Teacher Zhong: Are you happy?

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