Logical Aesthetics Chapter 65

Chapter 65

<<"What does not kill you, makes you stronger.">>

    Zhang Xingzhi’ s feet were only one palm width away from the edge of the cliff. Zhong Yi held him and scolded him, but in fact, he didn't even dare to force it, he was afraid that Zhang Xingzhi wouldn't stand firm and end up taking both of them down.

    Zhang Xingzhi obediently turned around and put Zhong Yi down. Zhong Yi's feet could not be move at, his arms could barely tremble, looking at the re-closed branches behind Zhang Xingzhi, he was still a little afraid, and his heart was pounding again.

    Originally, this man had guessed Zhong Yi’s mood and planned it on the way to bring him here in his arms. He had asked Master Zuo to change the route to Zuo Dao Mountain in the morning itself. Mostly from that time on, he had planned to find a place with a better view and promised himself to dispel last night ’s anger, but Zhong Yi really didn’t figure out this person’s intention and Zhong Yi apologized without realizing this person's apology. Now that he had scared him so much, what happened was just enough for him to remember for a lifetime. 

    Zhong Yi rubbed his chest and glared: "Hello, give me some preventive shots ..."

    But he didn’t know where Zhang Xingzhi ’s self-confidence came from. He was so angry, and he dared to laugh when he was angry, and asked him: "What is so funny?"

    "Huh?" Zhong Yi now felt that either there was something wrong with his ears were or Zhang Xingzhi had simply lost his mind.

    How come this man came up with a straight question: "Are you still mad at me?"

    Zhong Yi: "?"

    How did your grandma teach you to coax? Zhong Yi really wanted to rip open Zhang Xingzhi’ s head this time and see what was inside.

    As a result, Zhang Xingzhi saw him react like that, and as if he got the answer, he looked down at his foot on the ground and asked, "Do you need my help to stand firmly?"

    To be honest, Zhong Yi was unable to figure out what kind of medicine Zhang Xingzhi was trying to sell. After listening to his question, he subconsciously answered: " I can stand firmly."

    "Are you sure?" Zhang Xingzhi said with a hint at his leg.

    Zhong Yi also thought for a moment, and immediately git annoyed, staring at Zhang Xingzhi and emphasized, "I'm sure, I don't have weak legs."

    "Okay, wait for me." After talking Zhang Xingzhi walked towards the trees to the side and Zhong Yi didn't know what to do.

    When he came back, he carried a stone with a flat surface in his hands and placed it at the feet of Zhong Yi. The size was not too small, but just enough for Zhong Yi to sit on it by himself. After helping him sit on the stone, Zhang Xingzhi squatted down beside the stone.

    Zhong Yi wanted to ask him why he had brought him here, he was startled by the sudden openness before his eyes.

    When he was standing before, he patronized his calm heartbeat. Now that he sat down and he found out that the dense branches had blocked the top view. Now that he was squatting, he could see the high cliffs directly from the spot, and the towering peaks were of various shapes. At a glance, Zhong Yi figured out the mystery.

    "Those two are ... they the lover peaks you told us about on the road before?" Zhong Yi looked at the two peaks facing each other, one was high and the other one low, and a small peak at the top was connected by the branches of trees on the mountain, it seemed as if two lovers were kissing.

    "Yeah." Zhang Xingzhi raised his hand and pointed towards the peaks on the side. "That is Tongzi Peak and Wusha Peak at the end. Lovers Peak and Tongzi Peak are close. In Yun County there’s a tradition that newly married couples, the day after they get married, they climb Zuo Daoshan mountain to ask for children. "

    Every time Zhang Xingzhi pointed towards one peak, Zhong Yi looked at the them one by one, and the mountains were right in front of him and were all facing them directly, and they were very clear.

    Tong Zi peak looks like a round child sitting on the ground. As for Wusha..., Zhong Yi did not respond to the first two words at first, but at a glance he could see that a part of the mountain top and the bushes looked as if it was a black gauze hat.

    Zhang Xingzhi: "When the child reaches the age of ten, the family of three climb the Zuodao and Wu Sha mountains once again, meaning that the child will fly to Huang Tengda when he grows up."

    Zhong Yi was a little stunned, but he really didn't care much about him getting angry, because these were obviously not Zhang Xingzhi’ s forced interpretations to cheer him up. They were indeed to an extent to which eyes will feel like they are.

    He had always known that China Mountain International was famous and attracted many foreign tourists every year. In order to build momentum, almost all scenic spots would give a variety of mountains a name and an allegory. Yun Xian was no exception, but when he saw it with his own eyes, he still couldn't help but feel terrible about the nature.

Zhong Yi suddenly remembered and spoke: "How come I feel that this place has a better view than the observation deck above?"

    He glanced a few times at the top of the mountain, probably because of the difference in the altitude. The observation deck above looked down at these mountains, but this place was just right, and even the distance was inexplicably visually closer. It felt lifelike right in front of you.

    Zhang Xingzhi stopped for a moment, and then affirmed his conjecture: "In fact, that is indeed the case."

    Zhong Yi immediately burst out laughing: "You left the kids at a place where the legend says that it is the best viewpoint, and then you ran with me to the actual viewpoint? Really is this something that an honest person would do?"

    A smile flashed in Zhang Xingzhi’ s condensed eyes: "I can only guarantee your safety."

    At the end, he squatted beside him and asked, "Are you still afraid of the heights?"

    Zhong Yi slowly looked at him, as the distance was probably about one leg wide, and then carefully felt his calm heart before answering: "This is okay."

    He felt that because he had already been trained by Zhang Xingzhi in the past two days, whoever looked up just in the air and looked at the distance now would feel extremely safe.

    "But don't do this for me anymore," Zhong Yi said, warning Zhang Xingzhi’ s strong shoulders. "I'm not much younger than Liang Sili, and my heart can't stand it."

    "Ten years old." Zhang Xingzhi, "He is ten years older, and you are only five years older than me."

    Smelling the jealousy, Zhong Yi couldn't help but say: "Are you jealous?"

    Even Liang Sili remembered that he was forty-three years this year and did not do less homework at a glance.

    "But this calculation, you and Liang Sili are 15 years apart." With that, Zhong Yi also looked at his predecessor with an unbelievable look. "Is it a temperament problem? Although I am only a few years older than you, I always feel that you are very young, and I am in the same generation as Liang Sili. "

    But Zhong Yi knew that, aside from the two years of Zhang Xingzhi’ s break, the name Candy had been standing firmly in the circle for five or six years. Now counting, Zhang Xingzhi was actually only 20 years old at the time, just like Leo.

    Zhong Yi couldn't help but feel: "When I was twenty, I was still an intern in a film and television company."

    Facing the heavy mountains with wide vision in front of him, Zhong Yi raised his lips and smiled softly and frankly: "You are too young, very enviable."

    Hearing here, squatting beside him and watching Zhang Xingzhi outside said, "I just got lucky."

    For extreme sports, it is indeed 99% strength, plus 1% of luck, but it often plays a major role, that is the 1% of luck, a lifesaving help that wanders on the edge of death.

    Zhang Xingzhi: "In extreme sports, you don't have to think about anything in your head. You can become famous in just one battle. Unlike you, it is difficult to be acknowledged by others."

    Zhong Yi said: "How can you compare it like that, at least if we make a mistake, it is nothing more than just losing some money, no matter how bad it is to break some assets, it is particularly not difficult to try to find a chance to start again. If you make a mistake, it just takes a few years."

    "Not the same. Many times, once we start, there are only two paths, either life or death. The only place that can be discounted is to retreat halfway and wait until we are ready next time." Reading is the easiest thing to do. In exams you can always get a perfect score as a ceiling for 'good', but your 'good' has no boundaries. How well you can do it depends on real persistence and hard work. "

    Things without caps are always the hardest.

    It was the first time Zhong Yi had heard someone speak about living life so simply, he laughed a little: "Your bullshit suddenly reminded me of what happened seven years ago, when I was two years younger than you. I could count more potential stocks. "

    If someone insisted on treating him, Zhong Yi had no other way. Even with Liang Sili's protection, it was impossible to pin him on the belt at all times, so Zhong Yi would always eat to keep them from moving. After the loss, he would do everything so that they could to retaliate back.

    Zhong Yi showed a self-deprecating grin: "Maybe I was really too vengeful. Even if I would kill an enemy a thousand, I would retaliate for 800."

    In this regard, his resume was no worse than those serious film and television people.

    "Our business is actually looking at the scenery. The layman feels that he is very powerful after making TV shows and movies, but in fact almost everyone is a liar, and it is a mandatory course to eat boredom. Then it is also true that I was so mad at a time that I got so angry for the first time and I was so anxious that he would never want to hear my name again in his life. "

    At this point, Zhang Xingzhi had probably confirmed that Zhong Yi was now talking about the thing linked to the "blocking drug", but he still didn't ask much, but just listened quietly.

"It may be that the lack of virtue has done a lot, and I have experience. At that time, I thought about how to retaliate him. It was really a blink of an eye." Zhong Yi said. words."

    "What did you say?"

    "I said that one day, I will do…from now on, until I go downhill all the way, "so that he would better avoid going out at night." At this point, Zhong Yi laughed at himself, thinking that he couldn't figure out how he could be so crazy at the time.

    Zhang Xingzhi suddenly said: "Then the letter my parents left me is very suitable for you."

    "Ok?"

    "There was a sentence in the letter, in English." Zhang Xingzhi, "What does not kill you, makes you stronger."

    The things that can't kill you will only make you stronger.

    Zhong Yi raised his eyebrows slightly, and said to himself, "Is it Nietzsche?"

    "Yes," The Other Side of Good and Evil ". Zhang Xingzhi squatted beside him. "Nietzsche felt that people who couldn't bear extreme pain couldn't have extreme happiness. He linked this to climbing a mountain. The closer you get to the top of the mountain, the more tiring it is, the harder it gets to breathe, but the scenery at the top of the mountain is always the best. "

    Zhong Yi refuted quickly: "Nietzsche cited Schopenhauer as his confidant, but Schopenhauer advocated that the stronger the desire to survive, the more painful it would be for the person. The only way to get rid of these pains was to be clear-hearted."

    "No, Nietzsche only agreed with the first half of Schopenhauer." Zhang Xingzhi didn't take it at the same time, and said, "People who want to be happy but are afraid of misfortune do not understand the premise of misfortune. If you want happiness, you have to accept misfortune, if you don’t want to accept it, you should not be extravagant for happiness, and abandoning one’s desire is a coward ’s behavior.”

    This time, Zhong Yi couldn't help but be surprised. He looked at him: "Do you like reading?"

    Zhang Xingzhi only said: "It's was impossible to talk about, and the electronic equipment was not popular in the past, and there was nothing to do in the mountains. So, I just read some miscellaneous books. My grandma likes to read books."

    "Nietzsche and Schopenhauer are not miscellaneous books." Zhong Yi smiled and said very eloquently, "I've seen your grandma before I know what kind of person can teach you things like these. Your grandma is very influential."

    "But I said these things not for you to praise me and my grandma, Zhong Yi." Then, Zhang Xingzhi bent his leg and fell on one knee towards Zhong Yi, and kneeled in front of him, "I thought for a long time last night, how should I explain to you that I just didn’t have the habit of telling people things, and I didn’t mean to conceal which made you misunderstand, but I later found out after I listened to what others said and framed myself. ”

    Zhong Yi froze.

    Zhang Xingzhi: "I like you. Even if there is no necessary connection and I don't join the group. Even if I promise you to go there for other reasons, it doesn't mean that I don't really like you. You reminded me yesterday. Yes, I just haven't turned the corner yet. "

    Zhong Yi: "Let me remind you of something..."

    "You said that liking you was just a matter of myself, so if I like how do you have nothing to do with other people and how they think about it, and they all think that you are looking for me to shoot things, so you must use me, and not like me. "Zhang Xingzhi looked up at Zhong Yi's eyes slightly and said very seriously," Mr. Zhong also taught me this time very well, like this kind of thing, all you need to do is to be conscientious and not back off... "

    With that said, Zhang Xingzhi took Zhong Yi's hand again and concluded: "So when I found out that you were angry last night, I was actually a little bit happy."

    Because I found that I "like" you more than simply, when you get angry.

    Zhang Xingzhi: "I'm very happy, Teacher Zhong."

    Zhong Yi looked at the man in front of him for a long time and was unable to speak. He had to admit that when Zhang Xingzhi said the first sentence, he regretted it.

    Regarding the matter of not trusting himself too much, he had warned Dean Jiang and Zhang Xingzhi, but he forgot to warn himself. He didn’t think about him and Zhang Xingzhi coming to his hometown. It could really just increase the probability of Zhang Xingzhi’ s grandma agreeing.

    Zhong Yi found himself unable to say it to Zhang Xingzhi. He found himself being a bit reluctant...

    Zhang Xingzhi saw through his thoughts almost instantly: "Ms. Zhong can't bear to see me take up such a difficult task and shoot?"

    Zhong Yi paused for a moment: "I just don't want to let your interesting little old lady to be alone."

    Zhang Xingzhi didn't break, and the corner of his lips bent gently towards both sides.

    Zhong Yi emphasized: "I'm serious."

    Zhang Xingzhi nodded, and attached a serious look: "I know, but suddenly my conscience found that I will not tell the dean that you have double standards."

    The two looked at each other, and Zhong Yi finally couldn't help but laugh out loud, and said, "You helped me keep a secret, then I will tell you a secret?"

    Zhang Xingzhi readily accepted: "OK."

    Zhong Yi deliberately stung them that Candy was so sweet, he must not have heard why love was a cruel thing.

    As a result, Zhang Xingzhi connected without even choking one: "Wang Siheng's circle of friends had sent it, it was misleading."

    I don't know where the red sentence came from. Whatever cruel love is, the cruelty reached its peak at the moment he happened.

    Zhang Xingzhi stated very peacefully: "I don't talk about other peaks, but at least every time I see you orgasm, I feel so."

    On top of the mountain.

    Wang Siheng, they just wanted to help Lao Zhang keep his secret to take Mr. Zhong out and go happily, because these two people laughed too loudly.

    No, to be precise, Teacher Zhong laughed too loudly.

    If it wasn't for the app that was too accurate in the range of activities planned by Lao Zhang, these people were afraid that Lao Zhang would find out that their positioning was wrong, and they did not dare to find it in the past, and listened to the corners, so why now under the railings of the crowded and squatting people from the viewing platform, he tried to hook his neck.

    It mainly depended on the positioning on the app. The position seemed to be quite symmetrical, just below the observation platform.

    But Wang Siheng couldn't figure it out. What did he say to make Teacher Zhong so happy? Obviously, the two of them were arguing, weren't they?

    "Are you still unfamiliar with this kind of thing?" Fang Lu squatted next to the railing of the observation platform side by side, squinting his eyebrows. "That's because you can't resolve the contradiction in front of you, and when no one looks at it, what else the problem cannot be solved. "

    Wang Siheng immediately closed the app, and only Li Jiang, who was still chasing him, asked why.

    Fang Lu was about to answer his question and was frightened by Wang Siheng's violent voice: "Quickly, everyone get up, Lao Zhang is coming back!"

    As the leader of a class, Wang Siheng consciously took the burden of letting everyone off, and only a few eyes did not pay attention to it, how come the two highly overlapping red dots on the app were coming back, Lao Zhang ran too fast.

    If Lao Zhang comes back and finds that they were trying to listen at the foot of the wall, it could be estimated that the entire class really did not need to pass, and no one from Ding Runnian, extreme photography, or junior college will have to think about it.

    Later, on the way back down the mountain, Zhong Yi was in charge of Zhang Xingzhi alone, but this time from a horizontal cross to a back.

    A group of students in the back, even if they knew that Zhong Yi's feet were fine, they still tried their best to cooperate with the performance. After all, the rolled-up trousers were sturdy and swollen, so a big piece was always true. They wanted to ask why he saw a doctor and he did not do take any medical measures.

    Early in the evening, it was good to have food together. Wang Siheng took the lead in standing at the entrance of the hotel and waved farewell. He let Mr. Zhang take someone back to avoid, avoid, move, move, and eat early, late, rest and rest.

    In fact, Zhong Yi was a little hesitant and asked in Zhang Xingzhi’ s ear, "Are you not tired yet? I feel like you are tired all over."

    "It's okay." Zhang Xingzhi said with a blushing heart, "You are lighter."

    In terms of endurance, he was indeed not bad. It was not a continuous and vigorous exercise in a short period of time. If you only walk, it was not a problem to walk for a whole day.

    Zhang Xingzhi looked at his ankle that came out from his waist: "There is no problem with the foot. After we go back will do some cold compressions and you will be able to reduce the swelling by tomorrow."

    Zhong Yi yawned on his back: "Actually you can put me down now, I think I can walk too, and it's more than enough to cross the path."

    I don’t know if it was his illusion. He feels that everyone ’s eyes were a bit weird along the way home. Someone asked Zhang Xingzhi to talk, and Zhong Yi couldn’t understand: “What are they asking?”

    Zhong Yi didn't understand, and it wasn't a horizontal hug. Why would a big man carry another big man?

    Zhang Xingzhi answered truthfully: "They asked me where I was going?"

    Zhong Yi was even more confused: "Where can you go if you don't go home?"

    Zhang Xingzhi’ s eyes were filled with a smile, and he didn't explain it. He just followed the way: "Well, so I said you're going home."

    Zhong Yi: "?"

    However, the closer you were to Zhang Xingzhi’ s house, the fewer people were on the road.

    While walking on the long series of steps, Zhong Yi couldn't help but asked again: "How many steps are there on the way to your house?"

    Zhang Xingzhi did not answer, "Do you want to count?"

    Zhong Yi was completely ridiculous: "Can you climb holding me? There are at least a few hundred steps."

    Zhang Xingzhi only said: "Do you want to count? I want to count, and you can climb on my back."

    Having said that, Zhong Yi ... really wanted to count.

    In fact, he was a bit unbelievable. Did this person steal spinach from his back, could his physical strength be so good?

    Before he came up, Zhong Yi thought that the first peak he could see at the bottom was almost the end. When he actually counted, he was only four hundred steps up there. He stood looking upwards and turned downwards. There was a small high slope after turning.

    When the second uphill was counted, Zhong Yi could not count anymore. The number was too large. He was afraid that he would count wrongly when he silently counted: "Come on you count; my mouth is dry."

    "It’s okay."

    Zhang Xingzhi was like a perpetual motion machine who did not know how to get tired. He was also carrying a person on his back, and the stairs were also climbed by him. Now he was counting too.

    Zhong Yi heard the growing numbers behind him, and he was already thoughtless.

    When Zhang Xingzhi counted to 959, the two finally stood on the commanding height of the second-high slope.

    Zhong Yi was wondering if there were a thousand steps here, and he was taken aback by an old lady who looked back at them under the steps. The immobile appearance was obviously waiting for them for a while.

    Zhang Xingzhi, who was carrying someone, was accidentally caught by the unexpected hand of his grandmother, almost confiscating his feet and going back down the stairs.

    Being caught by the elders in such an intimate posture, even if Zhong Yi comforted him no matter how good they were, there was still some guilty conscience in the old lady's gaze.

   Only if they had climbed one or two hundred steps now, Zhong Yi would definitely persuade Zhang Xingzhi to quickly go back and take the elevator, but now there was only the last small part left, and Zhang Xingzhi could meet his grandmother's eyes, and continued carrying Zhong Yi until she finally stood in front of them.

    Before the two had time to explain, Zhong Yi listened to the words of Grandma asked him, "Did you count how many steps are there at our house?"

    Thinking of the number he was about to answer, Zhong Yi froze for no reason: "If there was nothing wrong, is it ... 99? 99?"

    The old lady no longer answered. She turned and walked towards her compound, and the two had only had time to hear an unclear meaning: "It's really promising."

    The author has something to say:

    "What does not kill you, makes you stronger."-Nietzsche's "Good and Evil"

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